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Hey ! I'm more active at tumblr now :) Soo sorry. hehs . Anyway , im currently listening to tong hua instrumental ^^ Nice okay . SSB will be playing Tong Hua , SNSD Gee & one  more piece . Tong hua is like damn nice ! Ahhh seriously im falling for it . HAHA . Okay , I'm updating this blog . Plus my results for MYE is not good . Seriously .... Ohh plus tomorrow's there's 2EB'11 & 6Kindness outing at sentosa BUT im going forr 2EB'11 coz she's leaving :( AND plus its like same timing ya know ? Meet at 11am . BOTH THE SAME . Nevermind . Besides I dont really like 6Kindness . BAD MEMORIES MOST OF EM . Kay see ya soon !! I wanna go to tumblr now ^^ Tumblr~~~~ HERE I COME . BYE

HI IM THINKING OF UPDATING AFTER MYE KAYS ....bye

10 MORE DAYS TO SYF !

SEE THE TITLE ? YEAH IM NERVOUS + EXCITED . Oh im sorry for not updating been veryy busy . band ends at 6:30pm so yeah . and i cant seem to have the time to have my hands landed on netbook so yeah . Oh and theres probs . maybe check my tumblr im more active there . OH TWITTER is the most ACTIVE . heh . SEE BYA

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HELLO ! Its been ages since i update huh ? I know ! SORRY ! Heh , went malacca = AWESOME . Then march holidays are all packed with band :/ m currently trying to do lit and  malay e-learning and SCREW THERAIN ! hmmm , im gonna copy and paste criterion now :) then do twiddla . Ashmita totally forgot about it -.- Nvm , and sci project done . hist project almost done except that errr.... ya , i havent print yet . geog project = NO COMMENTS . Ugh , oh and it's officially over :') Okay whatever i MAY delete my blog coz im lazy to update . im tumblr fan ^^ huhu . BYE !

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HELLO :D First , Im not gonna watch Love Buffet anymore , know why ? That show sucks , I meant the ending >: SERIOUSLY ! Come on lah , Xiaofeng is so damn dumb to just prefer Daye than Ayi -.- Anyway , Its February ^^ Lots of birthdays coming up ... Pokai la .. Oh , 14 February <3 ! HAHA ! Abang Afiq , remember 14 Feb your birthday ah ;) Heheh ... TREAT US ! YAY ! I WANT SWESENS :) LOL , I am so thick-skinned . OHMY , I seriously this month pokai ttm ... so many people birthday .. Nevermind . I'm blogging so that my bloggie won't be dead coz I can update tumblr using Iphone but not blogger . Ugh ... Anyway , Common Test is like next week ?! SO FAST ! :DDD Bought instrument cloth liao .. teehee . Oh , just now chiongg all the way from school to homed with Ashmita :) LUCKY DAY . Gonna stop here then . Abang Afiq want play netbook .. THAT I AM SURE . GOODBYE HUMANS !
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the mistake that i did was to forgive you when my family told me to coz i know your NOT WORTH MY FORGIVENESS !

HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^ Hi , I am bored like hell here . I am alone at home as in elder brothers not home yet so I've got my hands landed on this netbook :) I HAVENT started on my CNY homework yet ;( I wanna practice practice practice on french horn more than doing science homework :) Coz I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH FRENCH HORN AGAIN :D Good . Here's the thing , I WILL FORGIVE YOU BUT sad to say I CANT SEEM TO FORGET . You don't know how the two of us felt at that point of time . You could have just confessed to us AND return OUR stuffs to us BUT NO , you didnt . Instead , you pretend to 'help' us . AND YES , I DO KNOW THAT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOOK IT . WE WERE BEING KIND ENOUGH TO NOT ASK YOU PEOPLE TO COMPENSATE US . ONLY THE TWO OF US KNOW HOW HEARTBREAKING IT IS AT THAT MOMENT . AND YES , THAT IS NOT MINE BUT MY ELDER BROTHER'S . DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT I CRIED FOR DAYS FEELING GUILTY THAT I ACTUALLY LOST MY ELDER BROTHER'S STUFF ?! NOPE YOU DON'T COZ YOU NEVER EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE AS YOUR THE OLDEST . DONT YOU EVEN THINK THAT IF YOUR YOUNGER SIBLINGS KNOW ABOUT YOUR ACT THEY MAY FEEL UPSET ? YOU ARE  THE ELDEST AND YOUR SETTING BAD EXAMPLE ? WHAT IS THIS ? I ADMIT I DONT KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO BE AN ELDER SIBLING COZ IM THE YOUNGEST . BUT STILL THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS CHANGE THAT ATTITUDE OF YOURS ! Dont ask me what or how your attitude of yours is wrong coz I DONT GIVE A DAMN . All i know is that , I can forgive you but WONT FORGET . You said you wanted to get revenge at her right ? What about me ? I dont think I was on bad terms with you back then . What did i do to deserve it ? fine , your issues with her , I wont interfere . BUT , mine , what did i do to actually make you to just steal my handphone ? Its heartbreaking like what she said . I treated you like a friend and you stole it . Do you how i felt ? in fact how we felt ? WE ARE NOT BROODING ABOUT the past . it seems that you dont get it . It was my elder brother's handphone . in fact it was his NEW handphone and he lent it to me . That phone is like BLOODY DAMN precious to him . It was a gift to him and he lent it to me . I lost it just like that . WHY ? Coz someone i treated him as a friend stole it from me . True , it's in the past but then , do you know the hardships we had to face after you and your 'partner' stole it ? no you did not . my elder brother was angry and WAY TOO UPSET . I KNOW THAT . its just that he told me "adik , its okay . nevermind about it okay ? its just a phone . my adik is more important than that phone. im not mad . just dont lose it again . " When he told me that , I was holding back my tears . He used that phone less than a month and its gone by seconds . You wont know the guilt i felt for bringing his phone to school . YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE GUILT I FELT . SO STOP SAYING THAT YOU KNOW HOW WE FELT AND EVEN IF YOU SAID SORRY MANYMANY TIMES AND APOLOGIZED , I CAN FORGIVE YOU BUT STILL I FORGIVE YOU COZ OF MY PARENTS AND ELDER BROTHERS . THEY TOLD ME KARMA WILL HAPPEN . SOMETIMES , I JUST DONT WANT TO FORGIVE YOU BUT STILL WHATEVER YOU DID TO US , YOU'LL GET IT ONE DAY COZ I BELIEVE WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ^^ LEAVE US ALONE NOW . I CAN SEE THAT YOU HAVE NOT CHANGED AND FEEL GUILTY BUT STILL I DONT GIVE A DAMN .